Alas Nostatus

[tabs]

Being only a Demigod I don't have the power to do the burning bush routine....

You, yes you NOstatus have piqued my interest..arose me from my slumber as it were....You understand the abstraction in my paltry jokes...which makes you unique...it's not that others don't understand abstraction, it's that I don't hear others... JP for instance.... digging in the earth of the soul...

You are soooo wary of me Nostatus that you wear the the mask of silence as a defense....for you have seen my ability at getting at the quick as well as caprious nature ... that of a spoiled child throwing a tantrum when he doesn't get his way....you do sound an awfull lot like Mother at times....but then Nostaus there is absolute delight that for "fking geezus Krist there is somebody else out there as tortured as I am..."

You see the light Nostatus, but lack the unifying principle...you try too hard and don't just let it happen....to let go and believe your instincts...you want to quantify....and your cynicism at the harshness, unhappiness in the world....makes me sad...for you forget your saving grace is that you LOVE, and like me don't have the power of the burning bush...

Ohhh Nostaus you may think being a Demigod is easy business....but I have dug in the earth of the soul for over 30 years...with a single mindedness of finding what is at the bottom of it all...and the answer is surprisiingly simple Love...thats all

[ae1969]

I am not as deep of a thinker........But it sure sounds like you 'fancy' Nostatus ?

NOt that there is anything wrong with that................

[tabs]

Ahhh to stop quantifying ...that is the trick...you have to give up the construct that somebody loves you who doesn't and that involves biting a bitter pill of pain..that will send you into the night...

[tabs]

He is smart enough and introspective enough to know exactly what I am talking about...there are very few I can say that of....

I have taken on people who are quicker than I am down the straight away...but it is in the corners that I can out turn them, maybe not on the first corner, but sooner or later I get them....I think Daniel Webster had that ability as well....

[nostatic]

oh Tabby, if you only knew. I can't say much about it now, but I'll let a small leak hint:

it's not endometriosis

That's all I can say right now...

[tabs]

Mother always wanted me to read philosophy, and would give me books on it...I especially remember one by a guy named Jack Nietzsche or something like that....but I prefered comic books...especially Superman...

He's just came up to see me...to see if I'm all right...if I still love him...and to pay homage.....can you imagine being given up by someone who you would give your everything for after you spent the greater part of your life with him...sometimes in the middle of the night he lets out low a mournfull howl...and I tell him it's OK, that he's a good friend...and gentleman....when he first came to me I would lay on the floor next to him just to comfort him and to let him know I loved him....today I think he loves me almost as much as the man who he bonded with when he was young....but I realize I can never can take his place in his heart.

[kach22i]

Because of this forum, Tabs no longer has to waste his talent on toilet room partitions. Hey, I've read some enlightened and entertaining stuff on them walls.

[billwagnon]

when he first came to me I would lay on the floor next to him just to comfort him and to let him know I loved him

nostatic must have quite a history! or are you talking about Superman?

[Groesbeck Hurricane]

I love you guys!!! I just want to provide you both the same room with comfy chairs and old wood tables, record the entire intercourse, and have years of fun re-watching!!! Oh, I'd give yall copies also. Yes, I'm sick! But the dentist says I have strong white teeth.

[motion]

wtf???

[tabs]

Here he is ,the him who I was speaking of...I got him when he was 8 1/2 years old.

[Burnin' oil]

Understanding Tabs just means that you are on the edge of the abyss . . nothin' to be proud of . . .

[304065]

On the edge of the abyss, staring into unrelieved darkness.

I like that.

[nostatic]

I think I need to renew my TRO.

[304065]

There are new low rates on TRO's.

[Groesbeck Hurricane]

The abyss? Is that what the darkness all around is?? WOW!!!!

[nostatic]

Originally posted by john_cramer
There are new low rates on TRO's.

if I understand some of my recent emails, I have been pre-approved for a low rate TRO that can also enlarge my member and qualify me for low cost pharmaceutical drugs.

I love america...

[Flatbutt1]

Originally posted by john_cramer
On the edge of the abyss, staring into unrelieved darkness.

I like that.

When you stare into the abyss long enough, the abyss stares into you. Nietzche?

[tabs]

Now Mother...I am not being melodramitic when I tell these boyz I've been to the bottom of the pit.....I have become blackness...where the void has consumed me....and that I've stepped back into the light.....and like a blackhole consume the light around me.....Mother you know that very well...after all you keep telling me yourself just how evil I am... all the.. time.....

[nostatic]

Originally posted by tabs
...and that I've stepped back into the light.....

I thought you left the R Gruppe?!?