Morning Fellas.

'Sup Rick.

Nada, You?

not much, work work dull dull

Yeah gotta love the daily grind. Got me some coffee and have another 30 minutes of screwing around before I gotta get moving.

time for a baguette

Ooh man, how I love to to screw around. I can screw around a whole weekend and not feel bad about it... :D:D

That sounds like a good idea, had I not already had a banana and 2 apples.

let's leave the subject of screwing off the menu for a while before i go mental and join the Legion just so i am out of the danger zone with the one that got a way

I have two that got away... No, wait, three...

Good thing about the last one is that she helps me forgetting the first two...
Now I make sure I don't forget about the last one, and the pain I felt.
Dope was my way out of misery, but I would not recommend that to anyone. In fact, I strongly advice against it. There's no shortcuts in processing grief.
It's not gonna happen to me again, I can tell you that.


(Wow, how's that for bitter emotions?... Strange, cause I'm a really cheerful mofo...)

Dude, if it has t1ts or tires it is gonna cost ya something.

yeah, well, how's this for irony.. I can't focus on anything, i have the attention span of a chipmunk. Except for, i'm still hung up on her and it's been over 6 years since last seeing her.
Second she called my name in a busy street, it was all back there.

In those six years, i didn't even bother chasing tail, it was either not good enough, or to risky to go for it and burn myself worse then last time.

well just my opinion but the flame you know is better than the flame you don't. I say go for it, a nice diner, and see where it leads. yanno. and pics are required.

I wish I could give you some advice, but I know how difficult that is, having been in your situation.

There are some options,
1 you get back together, which is not the most obvious, logical solution

2 You take her out to lunch and get it off your chest, you leave seperately and move on.

(2b, like Rick said, take her out and take it from there)

3 You forget you saw her, don't take her out to lunch and move on.


Again, I've been were you are now, I went for option three. Maybe not the best option, but that's what I did.

Hope this helps, if not, sorry dude.

Okay I gotta get ready for work.
Stijn, if you have been carrying a torch for this woman for 6 years, I think you are addicted. You know what you need to do.

I know, that's what i came up with too.
I'm just impatient and now i have to wait and see.

I don't even care if it leads to nothing, i can deal with that, i just spend more time with expensive car parts of a certain well known sports car brand.

It's the wait that drives me nuts.


wasn't carrying a torch really, just couldn't be bothered with broads during that time
i was just completely not interested, bored really

Wow! I just had my first video with the bella in Italy..

If you're sure of that, take her out, see how it goes.

Yeah, Stijn...

that's the plan so far, and the plan is also to be bold, and not subject myself to any talk about back in the days. Here, now, take it or leave it.