Your 4th Corona may be in order.
I dreamed of becoming a truck driver when I was a kid -- must have been Smokey and the Bandit & BJ & the Bear. Oddly enough I landed in the transportation industry following college. If you are single, my suggestion would be to obtain a CDL. Hit the road for around a year. Determine if this is the industry for you.
Side note: I read an article about a young couple (college educated) who were in major debt. Sold everything and went to truck driving school. Drove for two years coast-to-coast. They lived in the truck. During this time they paid off all of their debts. Saved enough for a down payment on a home. Quit and resumed their careers.
Seriously, good luck & this country was founded on dreams.