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Originally Posted by DanielDudley
Crystal ball reading.
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Wow. Your crystal ball works better than you know. See below.
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Originally Posted by DanielDudley
You can't commit because she is too nice, too easy. You need someone that you can make love you, so that you can prove that you are lovable. Someone in your past didn't give you what you needed.
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Bingo. She's been infatuated and in love with me for three years now. I've been waiting for the dishonesty of that to subside. Because I don't believe I am a reasonable target for love. I can't accept it from someone else because I don't have it for myself. I have this weird issue about being required to "earn" love.
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Originally Posted by DanielDudley
Getting help is a good thing, as it may get you onto some sort of medication, or at least in touch with your feelings.
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Get in touch with my feelings, yes. Medication, no. BTDT. Don't care for the side-effects and don't care for the primary effect. Life is a roller coaster. Antidepressants try to make it into a merry-go-round. I'll take the full-flavor version, if you please.
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Don't do it for yourself. Do it for your children. That would be a good reason, wouldn't it ?
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Right now, my children need me too. The stakes are high and the heat is on. Time to perform. Time for the phone booth.