Great news Rico!


I'm trying to find a good source for kindle books. At the rate I read this thing could get expensive if I'm not finding cheap/free books. I know the OKC library has a huge program, but I don't live in OKC so I can't get a library card....

Here's mine, 3 months old yesterday :D :D :D

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Okay I am going to catch some shut eye.

Xanax stopped working.....not good.....doc put me on 1mg klonopin, three times a day and zoloft....
I've been occupying my odd few minutes of down time with a cute little project that should drive these bastards up the wall! Definitely been good stress release..

In no way am I trying to tell you what to do or belittle your feelings, but you seem to be expending way too much mental energy on TEB. Easier said than done, but don't let her drag you down. She wins when that happens.

A big +1 to that Alarick. There is no need to still be obsessing about this chick.

Ditto. It's past time to address the emotional baggage.

One should be more concerned about those drugs.
At some stage you have to get off them. :(

Don't worry about offending me, I wouldn't post if I weren't open to opinions. I'd actually gotten past her pretty well until an incident last night. I went out, looking to relax and have fun. Purposefully picked a bar I knew she didn't like. She was there with a friend of mine who is not at all her type, outside of being very financially comfortable. Last night was tough and I really want to move on and past her, that was just a huge blow....
My spare energy right now is directed at the diocese. They handled this poorly from the start, it appears to be policy and they do everything they can to push problems out of public view. I'm actually thinking of opening an organization similar to SNAP, but for person wronged by the church in a non-sexual manner.

I keep saying it. I'm a living example of why you really don't want to be doing this to yourself, HH. Put this behind you as quickly as possible! No good will come of this and you'll be miserable for a long time. I know, because I am.

A wise old monk said.

" Others will like what you like"

Well, I read up to page 184 so far. I think about 90% of the subjects involved banging chicks or trying to. Freud would approve.

Dave,

You up for a hike some weekend morning? Maybe Fryman Canyon or Runyon? Or dirt Mul? I can take Hazel, and ask a drug rep friend (with whom I've gone hiking before) to come along. Different rep than the ex-lingerie model rep you met at happy hour.

Only 1800 pages to go.
Some parts you dont want to miss.
I wont spoil it for you .
Read on, Sir.:)

Car first. I'll see how far I get tomorrow.

I've really been trying to move on with regards to her. The incident last night was just an unfortunate coincidence. I was out, trying to get over her. I'll give it another shot, it was just a setback....

I talked to a psychologist.....working on a few things......really trying to separate my issues with her and move forward.......as far as my problem with the diocese, the shrink suggested that I channel the anger into something productive.....that's what my current project is and I truly do think that I'm going to try to go mainstream with a SNAP alternative for those mistreated by the church.

It was actually, overall, a good day. I got a lot of work done, worked on some stuff around the house, worked on my new side project and rescheduled the date that I bailed on last night.
Seriously, felt pretty good today. Much more calm and at ease...

Nah, just let it all go.
Her, the Church, the whole thing.

And if your psych is telling you to move your anger from her to the church.
Get a new psychologist! :)

Obviously not his exact hopes......but the compromise to which we came. At least something good can come from my anger towards the church. The hope is that the anger will dissipate into just a drive. I've found a cause that I'm passionate about and I think I can make a difference.