Quote:
Originally Posted by javadog
Shredded. The word is shredded.
|
I am sorry...
Mother said she would only love me if I were perfect. The implication is that she wouldn't hate me if I were only perfect.
Being only human and in her eyes less than...there is nothing that I can do to change that perception...I am stuck with it hard as I may try to please her. The emotional impact is one of profound sadness..that one can never really escape from as you only have one Mother...and those are the cards one is dealt..
Of course being the little monkey that I am, my revenge is to play into her negative perceptions to drive her to distraction. But of course that is not really all that hard to do..