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In watching the Democrat Convention it dawned on me how much like a High school social scene politics is. It is all a striving by the high achievers in the immediate materiel world. How shallow the dialog and striving for position is, it is as transitory as the changing of the time of day. They really think they are doing something.

When I was 20 I realized that there was deeper longer lasting meaning to be had. When I moved in that direction to pursue that meaning I had become transcendent..even though I didn't realize it, I have been it all along. I had turned inward and became a spiritual being. I am a spirit that is moving through time and space, and on that plane of existence their are forces of nature at play. Forces that effect events in the material world but are not readily apparent in the material world. One could say it is a shadow world as it is a unquanitiable reality in the material world. One that you can not see nor touch but never the less exists. Such as the quality of feeling love.

So I leave no footprint on this earth where no one will even know that I was here nor existed. But I have the quality of being a disembodied spirit that is moving through time and space. It is the passing through the eye of the needle to the promised land beyond.