This is for Matt Monson, yet for everyone on this board. I would like to formally apologize to Matt for some things I may have said to him from say April? I believe I offended him and I hurt him by many things I have said, some in humor others not. We used to be friendly, but somehow we got into a spat and I went a little mean. Y’all know that I can be mean, nasty and a cruel SOB, when driven to it, yet that is not who I am. I want to be a man of peace and goodness when on this board. That is really who I am. I will also apologize to Alan A who I was a bit mean to, even if I felt I needed to be at the time.
I didn’t think Matt would forgive me because early on in some thread he said I shouldn’t apologize for anything, that I was a cat that used up my 9 lives so don’t bother. I think he was just hurt then in saying that, yet I thought if there is no forgiveness then there is no reconciliation. Being in conflict is just a simple waste of resources for everyone. That is not where I would like to be. I would still like to be a member of this board, even though I don’t really contribute much. What I get here is help when I need it. I appreciate all the members who help me and I enjoy the time when I’m privileged enough to be here. I don’t have that much experience or knowledge, but what I’m lacking I can always find it here.
Matt is one of those guys who has much to offer. I appreciate him very, very, very much, always have. He is not only sharp and knowledgeable, he is generous and personal. That is one of his best qualities. I hope he will forgive me and count me again as a friend. I want to be the same, give him respect and enjoy his company if possible.
All best to all,
Now the roles have changed. Is Matt going to cut me loose, or cut my throat? Sugarwood cut me loose.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ui91q7Y9xPk