Been in a fog the past couple days. Two weeks ago, my Syd had to have a splenectomy, after a defect was found on his spleen during an ultrasound. When they opened him up, the tumor had already ruptured ( most likely within the last 12 hours...) if he had not been scheduled for sugery that day, he wouldnt have made it through the next day. The surgery was originally scheduled for this week, so was a stroke of luck we had changed it. Well his biopsy came back the other night, got the call I did not want to receive. It was malignant. Syd has hemangiosarcoma. Which is a cancer of the blood vessels. It is incurable. Nothing we can do. Chemo may possibly add a month or two. At this point he may have a 2 days, 2 weeks or at the longest a couple months. He doesn't know hes sick. He's happy as anything and recovered great from his surgery.
We just have to spoil the crap out of him and wait for him to die. He's only 9yrs old. Iv'e been a basket case. I've been in tears all week. I cant function. ***** just isnt fair.
