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Long ago now, I realized that if you can access the right small number of people you can exert influence far beyond your own weight. I tend to think that I am thought of as being a macro economic and or geopolitical savant. What I truly represent is the collective memory of mankind as I have accessed that well of knowledge. I feel the passage of time and history as being in a river of time and space. Certainly my perceptional pov and thinking is far different than what I have encountered to date. That is not to say I am totally unique as there have been other in history that have carried the same weight. Nearly every move I make is guided by that shining light.

I was drawn to and have been reading history since the 2nd grade and have been listening to people's narratives about their life's experiences for nearly my whole life. When I was 20 I chose the path of living the life examined. I have been on that path for nearly 50 years.

Decades ago I was talking to the Co founder of the Fuller Graduate School of Psych who was in his late 60's at the time. He was mulling over some abstract transcendental ideas which I found to be a bit too abstract for me at the time. Now I find myself heading down the same path. I guess that is what you would call being out beyond the doors of perception.