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What a steal! Looks like it’s ready for three panniers as well out back. Those are surprisingly handy if you want to use it commute to work.
I was lucky in a sense that “my” accident happened when I was 21 years old... a car on the shoulder whipped a U-turn as I was approaching. I lost the ability to bend my right thumb but gained a lifelong distrust of other drivers, and that has saved me several times over 30+ more years of riding since then.
I hope you find you can still enjoy it. If you can’t, be honest with yourself. There’s no one answer for everyone.