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Originally Posted by twobone
This feel like it’s some kind of non-rational subconscious existential dread
Anyone else experienced this?
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Welcome to my life. I have been like this for as long as I can remember (since 2, 3, 4 years old). I'm 57 now.
Dread is the best word I've ever found to describe it. I walk around on a daily basis with this constant level of dread. But...when I try and identify what I am dreading, I can't. I just dread everything.
As I said, I have always been this way...but...it is worse now and I think Covid (and the world in general) is making it worse. I now find it difficult to enjoy the things I used to enjoy. It's like I can never just relax and have fun - every event in my life has dread associated with it.
And, my wife made me cut back to almost zero beer drinking and that doesn't help.
