[vash]

holy hell.

i am successfully trudging thru my stint as temporary supervisor. i just got extended until end of Nov. they are piling on work like i have never seen before. we have Webex meetings to schedule more WEbex meetings.

the interview for the permanent position is gonna happen any week now. i have been studying. i got this. my boss is hopeful for me. i have cleaned up my two areas like a rockstar. my budgets are balanced and my projects are staffed beautifully.

but seriously, i do not like the people aspect of supervising. hahhaha..discipline, $$hitty performance, etc. BLEECHHHH. it's awful. i am a public employee, so you could imagine. i go to bed at 8:00 PM!! like a senior citizen. hell, when i shut my lights off, i can see the lights of my 92 old neighbor and she is still awake!! i am awake by 4:00 am to get ready for my commute.

my wife calls me worried about me. i told her this morning i am 80% gonna turn down the promotion if it is offered to me. i am not gonna follow a life of stress. i have no kids, so i dont need the money. i admire the people chasing more and more. not me. i dont think i am that guy.