↑↑↑↑↑↑ Sounds "gnarly" - (There's that word again Raunch... lol

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As I get older I try not to think about death but then someone dies and I find myself at another funeral. Just today the mother of a friend passed. I knew her well. She was 82 and lived a full life but cancer got her in the end. There's always that sense of loss.
A quote from the latest Matrix movie:
"Quietly yearning for what you don't have, while dreading losing what you do."