[juanbenae]

when I 1st retired it was a difficult time. Trying to get my house ready to sell, wondering if I had done the right thing going out early at 52.5 with a somewhat reduced pension, and would get what I needed for my home sale. Had already decided I was going to where I am so I had started to move my stuff up here a truckload at time while looking at homes.

Was completely stressed out, lost a bunch of weight, not sleeping, no longer enjoyed a couple bong hits before dinner because it'd lead to panic attacks which I'd never, ever experienced previously.

Fast forward 4 years, I'm fat again, sleep till 830, and make a list of stuff I'd like to get accomplished from week to week. If I get a 3/5 done it's been a good week. All I schedule is my 2PM nap.

it'll come to ya.