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Originally Posted by fastfredracing
Well, what I did not share with you guys, is that I lost my wife August 15th. Im so numb, I can barely feel the loss of my bud .
Im trying to muddle my way through the holidays and give my two boys a decent x mas, but Im dead inside .
Ive cried, no not cried, fking wept daily for 6 months now. I did not know a human could hold so much sadness and still somehow function .
I made it past our anniversary Sept 17th, and figure if I can get past the holidays and into spring , I should be o.k
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Sorry for your loss, Fred. I know what you are going through and people tell you time heals. However, it is a few days short of a year since I lost my sister, and I still feel it everyday. My last convo with her was on Xmas day in the hospital and she was in good spirits. She didn't feel like opening her presents because she was tired. She ate a nice Xmas lunch and that was the last time I spoke to her, and her last meal. A few days later, she was gone.
Perhaps, all of us who are going through a loss, can get some solace by getting it off our chest in this thread.
Best wishes to all.