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Originally Posted by fastfredracing
Well, what I did not share with you guys, is that I lost my wife August 15th. Im so numb, I can barely feel the loss of my bud .
Im trying to muddle my way through the holidays and give my two boys a decent x mas, but Im dead inside .
Ive cried, no not cried, fking wept daily for 6 months now. I did not know a human could hold so much sadness and still somehow function .
I made it past our anniversary Sept 17th, and figure if I can get past the holidays and into spring , I should be o.k
10 feet tall and bulletproof.
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I’m so sorry to hear of your loss, Fred. No-one is closer than your wife. Its ok to cry. I can somewhat relate given my father died on Nov 16. I covet the remembrance of good times and try to minimize those things I think I should have done when he was still around. My mother having dementia is not helping.
Enjoy the time with your kids. You understand how precious time is.