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Originally Posted by ramonesfreak
Assimilate means your mind thought (about things, and yourself) one way before the experience and a different way after….maybe not until the 3rd time or 100th time…..and now you have to adjust
The basic issue is that at some point, again maybe it takes 3 times, maybe 50, your brains get a bit scrambled. I can’t put my finger on just exactly what I’m talking about and that in itself is a problem.
To the extent you continue on with this, I would suggest NOT touching LSD and sticking just to the mushroom. Further, I am of the firm belief that these drugs are best used for some limited purpose, not as weekend fun. You take what you need from it and move on.
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I have used LSD, its not my personal favorite for a few reasons. honestly, the biggest reason is that its too ****ing long. im tired, i wanna sleep. i dont want to go on a 12 hour marathon trip where you can tell science invented this drug, because only scientists would be that ****ed up as to be like "yes, this, we want to distill this"
every time i have used a psychedelic, i have come back slightly differently. thats the power of them, they can literally re-write your brain. its not as simple or easy as "huh, i guess im just over that now" but in a lot of ways, it also kind of is that easy.
i characterize the trip on psychedelic, in two phases, the meltdown, and then the rebuilding.
during the meltdown, you are having your entire ego, your entire self, basically meltdown down to nothing. your being broken apart and the boarders between you, and everything else melt away. your ego, your self, kind of stops existing. you are the floor. you are the sun. you are the grass. you are the sky. you can feel the vibration of your molecules, all the clichés are true lol. this can be scary, esp at first. it can also lead to some struggles, as you try not to let go of yourself, because you are scared of what else there could be. you can be scared of who you are, and what you have done. and you can struggle a lot with your own biology, your own body. the worst trip i ever had, i had a rough meltdown, i had to spend what seemed like hours, but really was only like 45 minutes, planning my next breath. trying to regulate my breathing was a difficult task at that point. i couldnt tell when i needed to, and so had to purposefully measure time and then breath. it was not comfortable.
and then there is my favorite part, which is the rebuilding. once you have been broken down, you start to rebuild. you start to figure out and remap the boundaries of your body. and your self. and your feelings. and as you rebuild, you kind of get to rebuild yourself better. you have the opportunity to analyze things about yourself that you never could before. and you can kind of pick and choose how to fit yourself back together. pants make sense again.
the only way out, is through.
i also do not advice week in/week out usage. several times per year MAX imo. although MDMA, kind of "the party psychedelic" i could see using more often, as long as you can deal with the hangover. which isn't terrible, but its not that great either, and other drugs have better after effects.
i have limitied experience with micro dosing YMMV. though i have known people who swear by it.