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Originally Posted by Superman
I'm bored, and not sure whether to do anything about it or not.
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Your post hit so many button for me Sup. Thanks for posting it. I was thinking of starting a thread "What is your day like?" but this is pretty close.
I'm bored out of my mind too. And yet I have so many things to do. I think my problem is I am so depressed. It is so hard these days to get up any enthusiasm for the things I used to look forward to (and tell myself I still want to do). A string of health problems, being in constant pain from arthritis, sleep issues, and whatever the hell is going on with my back doesn't help. We are in the depths of an Ohio winter too - haven't seen the sun for going on two weeks - and that doesn't inspire much enthusiasm for life.
I have:
guitar lessons practice
A Speedster to put back together
Three cars to maintain and enjoy driving
A fancy CNC quilting machine to master
A book to write
Yet I spend my time sitting on my ass watching TV, working puzzles, and reading. I don't even throw darts anymore, and that used to be my go-to when I didn't feel like doing anything else.
It just feels like going through the motions of living every day without really feeling alive. Groundhog day.