[targa911S]

I feel for ya. My wife Mj, as some of you know her, is dying as I type this. She is in end stage COPD and is under the care of home hospice and me. It's so hard watching someone you love so much die so slowly. She has been sick with this fatal illness for a long time but now she is completely disabled. I help her get from bed to bathroom and of course I see to her every need while managing the household. I have put my life on hold for the duration. I wish I could help her more as she is miserable. The hospice people tell me that while her head is willing to go, her heart is strong and her body won't let her go. so I'm in for the duration which may take some time. This is a really hard time in my life, but principles I learned in AA have come into play a lot. Knowing what you can control and what you need to turn over to a higher power has saved my emotional stability during this awful passage.