Sorry you're in a rough patch Byron, they come and go in waves it seems.
I've lost 2 brothers, 1 sister, both parents, both inlaw's and all my aunt's and uncles.
I appreciate the better times just that much more now, all my living sibs are doing pretty good.
I have a few photos of Brother Scott that I cherish-
My Son's fist overnight adventure with him at (where else) Ross Lake
Patiently teaching Aaron the finer points of rowing