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Originally Posted by pwd72s
Byron...hang in there. Become a member of COB...we Crusty Old Bastids always welcome another to our ranks.
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I'm definitely a COB, but my problem is that I'm too giving, I.E., easily taken advantage off. Literally for decades, bad things happen as it gets close to my birthday, Murphy was an optimist. I actually thought that was changing this year, only to get kicked in the nutz with a Storm Trooper, spiked boot. I'm clearly not meant to be happy, as the one who was truly my soul mate, accepted me and shared the same loves, was taken from me, I finally find someone else, who is close, by no means the same level that I had, but at least could make me smile, and turns out that she, at 47, has been given 6 months, thanks to cancer. My Indian name is Under Black Cloud, people keep saying that something is meant for me to have survived several things that should have killed me, I say God isn't finished punishing me yet for who ever I was in a previous life. Fact is, I'm tired, and only wanted to be happy, clearly, that is too much to ask.