Originally Posted by Racerbvd
Sadly, not a damn thing. Those who made me happy, gave me a purpose, have passed, others I was invested in, c well. True, I have lots of "cool" stuff, but the people I wanted to share everything with (and yes, again during my birthday, when I truly thought I found someone who I could share my life with, ended up having a cancer death sentence, I have already lost, my true soul mate, and others who were close, but I thought I found happiness, only to find out that she had a short time left, and went back west to be close to her kids),
So it is very clear, I am not meant to be happy, no matter how many cool Porsches, parts, Fuchs, bmx bikes I have, or other cool stuff, i am not meant to be happy.
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