[rwest]

I just mentally went through this on Monday:

I’ve been having abdominal pain for a few years and was blaming it on a piece of gym equipment, but after two coughing fits after running races and feeling like my guts pushed out, I talked with my doctor and scheduled and ultrasound to check for a hernia. The results came back saying no hernia, so then my mind went right to cancer and what if?

I figured I would only do treatment if the results were going to offset the negatives and if not, my plan was to load up the Porsche and visit all my friends one last time and maybe visit places I always wanted to see before I succumbed.

I have no wife or kids, so what happens to my stuff and property, so I had this idea to find a young lady who would marry me with the understanding that it would be short and then she would get all my savings, stocks, stuff and house and could then restart her life while still young and now with some net worth.

Doctor said nothing was found on my ultrasound, so I just got to do a mental exercise without a follow through at this point.