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The hole in my jaw where a tooth once was still pains me, yesterday I went in for a crown on another tooth and after the drilling and pain killer wore off, my whole body was in pain. That is until I took a dose of some brown liquid called Angelica...and now I am floating on the wave...and am slipping on down that dam rabbit hole again..

I just got in from the casino and the crap tables where another of my Trust Fund checks disappeared...this time 17K....only I could bet the Don't Pass Line and then roll seven straight passes. Each time I doubled the bet, I got poorer while everybdoy else at the table got rich....

Mother always says I am a "miserable fk." That my greatest joy in life is to make others miserable. That everything I say is "Negative" That my ego knows no bounds, that I would be Gawd if I could and since I can't I'll settle for being a man of wealth and taste.. That it would be nice if I showed a sense of propriety once in awhile.....She's always trying to make me better than I am...