[Superman]

Yep, we appreciate your courage. I've had the shortness of breath phenomenon, but nothing like you're dealing with. Moses is correct. The field of psychology is still very much full of *****, but it has stumbled upon some techniques that can be effective. Further, clinical psychology is at least as much a gift as a skill. there are psychologists who are useless, and a few that are worth their weight in gold. find one of the latter. Also, yes there are drugs that can get you on top of this problem, where you can consciously deal with it. I do wish you the best of luck.