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This is a vicious cycle...Red SC you need to get into some kind of Psychological Therapy..to gain insight into what causes you to have these attacks..

Unfortuantely we have become an instant gratification society..we want it fixed and now....so we take meds to feel good about ourselves again....all that does is cover up the angst, struggle and pain of life...no one ever promised you that life would be easy....it is going through the roller coaster of life that you begin to have wisedom/knowledge of self...drugs keep you in a static place with youself being the perpetual victim to your own demons, because on drugs you learn nothing about dynamics of how and why of your personality... And Therapy is the only thing devise so far where one can unravel the BS and set your head staright again...and it doesn't mean getting rid of pain etc it means embracing the circumstances of your life...your rose garden...then you can venture forth in the world... and I can tell U from experience that if you work long enough and hard enough with yourself that you can come up over the ridge and discover yourself in Elysian fields...