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Well, I have already moved in with somebody and it fing torture - but I have been doing it to improve my situation - it isn't helping much and driving me insane. No, I'm not irresponsible - I don't want to start over again to end up in the same boat - I want to start over and live my life - the one I haven't had for as long as I have been living with my relatives - not that I'm not thankful. YES, it is my fault that I am where I am, I do not deny that. This is not a decision I take lightly. I don't want to do it - but I don't want to be in this situation 'til I'm sixty. I have no money, no place of my own, obviously no girlfriend - nothing but a car and the clothes on my back. It seems to me short of somebody giving me a fixed term loan that I could pay off in say..5 years I'm sunk. My pride, dignity, whatever is what is standing in the way of me doing it and getting it over with. I hate the thought of throwing in the towel on this one - it's very hard for me to stomach.
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