Almost 9 months ago I met this girl on the internet via Match.com.
She's from the UK, and we started off talking just as a fluke. She's a gorgeous girl with much success, very ambitious, vivatious, and geniune. We seemed to hit it off really well, infact, incredibly well. We would exchange emails about 5-7 pages long everynight just learning about eachother. On Feb5th, we actually spoke on the phone.
I fell in love with her that moment. Her voice was exactly how I imagined it.
Fast forward....Still madly in love with her, I've never felt this way about a person in my 32 years, nor have I felt so loved. We met in Boston when she flew over to finally meet me. It was incredible. We had a great time. But something was wrong ......she wasn't 'exactly' as I expected 'physically'.
I'm used to cute to gorgeous girls with great bodies. She's gorgeous........but her body is something that I'm having real issues with. She's not fat, but she's not inshape, and I dunno why..but her skin is not firm, I think at one point she gained and lost weight really quickly and now has stretch marks. Infact, she doesn't have any physical attributes that I find sexy......
I realize how superficial this all sounds.....and I know some of you must think I'm really horrible. I mean this when I say that I'm horrified at my own superficial attitude. But I'm 32......and physical attraction is important to me.......and I love certain types girls and their bodies.........But I'm seriously In Love with her. I've never met anyone that makes me feel what I do as I do with her....like I said.......she IS gorgeous.......gorgeous face ...........but she needs a lot of work on her body........
Has anyone ever been in a similar situation? I really need help to sort out my brain.................
Please don't flame me.....I'm being serious.............how do I cope with this? I really want to spend the rest of my life with her........but I want to enjoy all the 'physical' benefits as long as possible...........
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Chris
My girl...........
