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I guess I misstaded what I said earlier.........my apologies....she DOES have attributes that which I find 'sexually appealing'. She does. In fact, my personal gut instint is that a little gym time (with me supporting her) and help with her whole regimine she'd be F***ing hot. I mean, she get's hit on all the time. And I've seen it. I HATE this ABOUT myself. I hate it. I just have always imagined myself with a rather voluptluous girl, big natural boobs, great legs...ect..........
but as I look back, the one time i was in love, everyone was like "Chris, she's nothing like you've dated before. She's 'ok', but you've done WAY better'. Indeed I have, but I did fall in love with her. And in time, she was the SEXIEST girl I've ever seen...................Until I met K.
But I feel I'm just not giving it enough time here..........for us to be 'physical' together to go thru the ups and downs......out of that creates or destroys a relationship yes?
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