[notfarnow]

I have lost 2 family members to suicide, and the only advice I can offer is to make sure you take care of yourself in the weeks and months to come.

Grieving for someone who has taken their own life is very difficult, as the sense of loss is often mixed with feelings of resentment or guilt. It can be very, very difficult to deal with... do not hesitate to seek help.

Very sorry to hear about your loss.