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As sad as it sounds, I'd accummulate enough drugs to take my life peacefully and with dignity if it's inevitable and I'm in the final stages..
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make sure you accumulate more than enough. i tried to end my life last august with what i thought a pretty potent blend of drugs and alcohol only to wake up a day and a half later in an er unit. a week later i found myself back at home staring at the walls. am i glad my attempt was unsuccessful? about 1 time in 10. a few months ago, my younger brother began exhibiting symptoms of severe anxiety..runs in the family..i'd hoped he would be spared some of what i've fought for 15 years, but he's the same age i was when it began. he is what keeps me from trying again. i'm his big brother..and suddenly i'm needed. sorry for the hijack. for those of you, still able to 'live life to the fullest'..please go for it. i'm cheering for you.
ryan