[mudman]

Damn, wish I had time to post today.
Mul, et al; Please respect that your faith(s) will never be a part of my life. I thank you sincerely for your wanting to help, but please remember that there is more than one way to be saved, and as far as I'm concerned any religion that says it is the only way is a seriously flawed belief. My religion/philosophies/beliefs share little with convention, and were not learned by going to a big church or reading a story book. If I really saw any hope in the idea that God could save me and pull me from the darkness that is my state, I would be on my knees praying right now.
-Jeremy