Let me preface my response to Mul with the following:
1. I am a Christian, a Lutheran, and go to church every week. Even a member of our church council.
2. I am a Conservative and vote Republican.
3. I believe that prayer can solve problems.
I went to Lenten service last night and prayed for God to strike Mul mute and paralyze his fingers. Let's hope my prayers are answered.
For the rest of you guys on this thread and the previous thread we had on depression, you have grapefruit size balls to come forward and talk. In the end I think it makes you a better man than me. I don't have an answer to your problems, but I can't help but hope that talking it out with all of us helps in some small way.
For you Mul, all I can do is just keep praying.