[livi]

Thank you all for your replies. She (or the whole relationship) has turned me into a person I donīt recognize. Feels like I have no back bone left. She has turned me into jelly in her hands. Amazing how fast you guys read between the lines of my erratic post - pin pointing the exact situation.

And yes, I fear by now I have developed a rather unsound view on women as a group. Will have to work on that part (as well as my islamophobia).