markus..i just weighed-in on your thread. putting you into my prayers and will be thinking about you. the board will be here for ya when you need it. i know there's plenty of time i'm on here because i'm hating my life so much at present and need an escape. losing my flying career was devastating emotionally and financially..i went from flying all around the world to the ptsd taking it all away and now i'm a homebody who rarely leaves town..or even goes out that much on the weekends for that matter and i'm 40 and SHOULD be enjoying life. so should you..durn for'ner..
ryan