[livi]

Pat,

Witness idea is worth considering. At least there will be some one left alive reporting how she took the message.

Ryan,

Funny (and tragic) how your sentence "I can do what ever the hell I want to" - struck a cord in me. I canīt begin to describe how much I crave for that feeling of freedom. Of owning my life. Deciding for myself. I feel like a fly caught in her web, carefully struggling to get loose - not to wake up the Mother of all Black Widows.