[Evans, Marv]

I totally agree with Mike. I'm not a religious person either. I have thought since I was a kid, that organized religion was the ultimate scam that never had to deliver on the ultimate promise of eternal life. I wonder how much of your feelings (or the intensity of them) result from your recent experiences. Plus, maybe you might also benefit from some counseling where you can talk these feelings over with an experienced person. I think, in the end, we all have to realize we are just a part of a continuum that progresses & builds upon the positive contributions of all of the small parts (us) and is setback occassionally by negative contributions of some. It's important for all of us little positive contributors to collectively overcome the negative contributions and in the end be happy we have done out part.