[artplumber]

Glad to hear things have perhaps begun to settle down. I second the "take some time to be alone" advice. Seems old fashioned and not in vogue, but maybe, when you decide you want companionship again, you should find out if you can be friends first, and then something more. I think that where most relationships breakdown, is that change from hormones/visual (or other) stimulation to actually interacting as equals in a shared life.