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My guess is no suicide gene, but probably depression. Just be mindful of it, and consider seeing someone regularly to hash things through and help keep you on the right path.
It gets worse. It gets better. It's always changing. I really appreciate (and am also somewhat maddened) by Buddhist thought on topics like these. It's all about expectations and attachment. We grasp so tightly to the "good" things that happen, we become miserable when things don't live up to expectations. So the trick is to let go. Easier said than done though...
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