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Markus,
What a sad tale. I sincerely hope you didn't inherit this. Having gone through mild depression, I can tell you it is difficult to comprehend for some people. My sister's husband shot himself shortly after they were married. He was only 26, handsome, and had a ton of friends. He was a year ahead of me in HS. ALL of the ladies liked Mario. Little did we know that he had demons lurking inside. AS we found out later he had serious issues with his Dad, mostly about living up to his expectations. Noone knew or even had a clue.
My point is that you are in control, Markus. Being a doctor should bring you into contact therapists and psychologists. Please seek someone out if you ever start feeling depressed.
Even though I pretty much have everything I need, including a freakin' 911, I still get down sometimes. I force myself to think back to what my life was like ten years ago. It works for me. YMMV
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Wayne
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