Thanks for the reply Denis. My son is on Adderol. He's was diagnosed a couple of years ago after years of his mom not listening to anyone who tried to bring it up. Better late than never.
Colorado is nice, certainly a change. I miss CA much more than I thought. Between the move and other life events, it's really no wonder I am having issues

I am doing martial arts for excercise and working a really oddball shift as you can see....I am "working" right now!
I am talking with a counselor but have a feeling it will take more.