I'm very sorry to hear of your loss, but in a strange way it's a blessing that 2 separate losses/sad occurrences have been combined into one bad day instead of two. This is assuming of course that both losses were inevitable, at some point. I hope this makes sense and does not sound insensitive, but I am one that is always trying to find the silver lining or "not sad" part of tragedy or death.
To live 94 years in total health and then die suddenly w/o suffering makes her one of the luckiest humans on earth. Her kharma must have been incredible. Celebrate that, even though you will miss her. Your Dad was a lot younger, but hopefully he went peacefully w/o too much discomfort as well. My Dad is 74 and in remission from cancer, every day is extra innings for him at this point. Next time he gets sick will be the last time, but he is enjoying what time he has left right now.
I hope that you are happy and living to the fullest soon, those two will never really be gone IMO. They live forever in your psyche, the mark they made on this earth is permanent.
