[sand_man]

I'd love to leave and do my own thing too, but just haven't been able to connect the dots. I know what my passions are and what hobbies make me happy, I'm just not sure how to turn them into a successful career and if long term that would be wise.

I'm at a point with my family that I'm afraid to subject their current lifestyle to too much risk 'cause daddy hates "the man"! So I keep on and use my family, car, and audio hobbies as distractions to get me through.

At times it just feels likes it's all been done before, and that makes it hard for me to imagine there's room for me to have a go at something. I know there's always room for competition, I just don't have the bankroll right now to weather a cashflow storm with a new business.

ho-hum...I'm so lame