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I have dealt with this since my early teens...maybe before...surely before anyone knew it was a specific syndrome and not just being whacko. You surely are not alone. I have been to meetings where NFL stars have spoken about their own trials with this. Seems to be chemical same as depression. Presently I'm on Effexor which is OK..no better. You may well find that some meds work for a while then you'll need to switch...not uncommon at all. I've been thru at least three over a six year period. Just the way it goes.

I also have Xanex just to 'put the fire out' should I get a serious attack... JUST HAVING IT available if I need it is calming in and of itself. You may find that folks who don't have these things and dunno what it is will look ascance. So be it. It is what it is. You are not Nuts...just get some help.