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I only joke about such *****, U live it. With that kind of stuff its a wonder that your ARE NOT a major squirrel.

U are a bright boy Nostatus, and understand exactly what I am talking about. U have some major pain/grief issues to deal with.

Nothing but nothing is ever gona take that away and fix that broken part. The best that U can do is take the roller coaster ride and let it all air out to the last molecule of your being. U might then find that the broken wing is mended enough to fly on. U also need to be fitting the pieces together to see how the mechanism works.

U have been struggling on with the process for years and have an understanding of it so U are not a newbie.