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Last summer my Big Airdale George died. I had left both dogs out on a hot summer day and George couldn't take it (he was nearly 12 years old). I felt guilty that I had left him out, that I should have known better. I told him I was sorry and please forgive me. That was OK. For a coupla months I was just bothered and feeling sad about George, I couldn't put my finger on it. Then I realized that George had been part of my life in CA, and that he was gone now to. Since then I havn't felt sad about George until I just wrote this.

I'm not going to sit here and tell U that I don't have problems that cause me stress and that sometimes I get bent outa shape. The stresses and problems that I have aren't internaly based, but are external to me. For instance the lawsuit I was in caused alot of stress, it was a matter of a fairlily large amount of money and one just didn't know what or when the outcome would be or take place.

I would say that things are going pretty good for me, the money is coming back in and my health is generally good. I think the next step for me is going to be putting some physical activity back into my regime. I tend to change things slowly over time.

Like Clint Eastwood said, "A mans got to know his limitations." Everyman has his limitations on what he can and can't do. I feel that everything has its own time and place, and when your ready to do something you do it.