[Porsche-O-Phile]

After age 29 I stopped giving a damn about birthdays, but that's just me. Happy birthday to you!

Sorry to hear your troubles. Just keep your chin up and remember that it is in the hours of our greatest adversity where the true measure of our character becomes evident. What you do, or don't do now will be remembered by you for a long time in the future. It's okay to feel down once in a while - I can't say I blame you. Just don't let it snowball on ya'.

At risk of sounding cliche, the best way to attain happiness is to do some soul-searching and introspection, and then go make it happen. All the best to you!