[johnco]

been up since last week so I've done a lot of reading. 4 molars had to be removed so the ice gets in the unhealed holes. ice also hurts on the tongue sores and cheek sores. it's really nasty in there. looks like my mouth was sandblasted. just moving my tongue hurts. swallowing my own saliva gets a grunt and grimace. just ground up a couple of percocet and mixed with water in a table spoon.. wasn't fun. maybe I should snort them.. but it's down that far also. I've had morphin once before when they were sewing the back of my leg together. I like! not much for pain meds, but since the doc said I only used a tiny bit, I asked him if I could take the rest home. no luck. so it's friday night, next appointment Monday, but doc seldom there. morphine might be hard to find right now. wish I was still dating one of those nurses from long ago. it's subsided a bit for now. I'm not sobbing, cussing, banging my legs against the desk and gasping for air right now