[johnco]

tried some anbesol the other day. should have used my lighter instead. it might have killed the nerve endings. barely got out of the pharmacy. old retired guy working part time decided it was time to share his life story as my knees were wobbling. after 10 minutes or so telling me his cancer story he explained in minute detail how he had to make this stuff one time long ago and that it was lidocain etc and which one did what..I was fading fast. I begged him to fix it up before I passed out. ran to the truck and swill a bit to quench the fire some and after driving home I notice I left half my stuff in the basket. after receiving my first chemo I started getting tunnel vision later while working. and a little more but with colors the next day.. BM? you've got to put something in to get something out